x4o'S Music Station

Better?

2008-11-20T19:47:00.001+02:00

I told you... Just listen to me and you'll soon be fine ;)

Better?

2008-11-20T19:47:00.000+02:00

I told you... Just listen to me and you'll soon be fine ;)

Youll Be Fine - Anastasia

Flying round

2008-11-18T01:50:00.002+02:00

Nothing to hide, nothing to show. Just trying to be ourselves. And we just let go.

fine without you-laf - Armin Van Buuren

Missunderstаnding

2008-11-06T15:58:00.002+02:00

Maybe purposefully, maybe accidentally...

Je Taime Till My Dying Day - Enigma

Not believing bad dreams

2008-11-05T11:47:00.001+02:00

With Arms Wide Open - Creed

Someone tries to act angry. Someone tries to make you feel guilty. Someone wants you to make her smile... Keep it up and have a nice day.

Yet?

2008-11-02T08:33:00.002+02:00

It's a kinda destroying tryin'-to-be-a-hardworking-fella life. But still keeping the distance. Need a massage. Or a message. Whatever...

Daylight - Chicane

Guitar Day

2008-10-22T08:25:00.000+03:00

Wha? Don't like that sound? Nobody asked you :)

Bring It On - Lenny Kravitz

Thin Red Line...

2008-10-09T10:17:00.001+03:00

You just follow your own way, fight your own wars. Sometimes you want to disappear, sometimes you want to scream the world you're alive... But the heart is what leads that way. Always!

Black Burning Heart - Keane

You still shine!

2008-10-04T23:47:00.002+03:00

When I once said: "Shine on!" I meant it. Now I'm sure you still do :)

Ten Black Roses - The Rasmus

Taste the pure Bulgarian...

2008-09-22T16:50:00.001+03:00

You're kinda sweet. Even when you're bitter, your smile is like sugar to me. Some brown sugar Dark Lady?

Bittersweet - Apocalyptica ft. Ville Valo & Lauri

One of these mornings

2008-09-17T08:43:00.001+03:00

Wake up, see the light, give the world a smile, never fake a life...

Summer trip

2008-09-11T01:08:00.002+03:00

Last time a dream. Now a true story.

I am in that train back home. Keep 'staring out that dirty window'. And this song comes outta the mp3 player. I suddenly realise we're at the city of 'the star I used to wish on'. Then I hear 'Somewhere Out There Is The Future That I Once Thought Had Passed Me By '. Keep Smiling. Keep being so damn sure.

Dream OST

2008-09-06T10:50:00.002+03:00

You know how strange it feels when you watch a movie and the only thing you can remember afterwards is... the main theme.
So we have the same situation: a unknown dream with memorable soundtrack. No way to remember what the dream was about but here goes the song:

Still Loving You - Scorpions -

To Remember Or Not To Remember

2008-08-24T22:09:00.003+03:00

So here is the battle for today: is it worthy to remember something or si it better to look back constantly. You can change the question: What's worse?

3 Doors Down - When It's Over vs. Staind - Nothing Left To Say

Vote here.

Double match point!

2008-08-19T14:32:00.002+03:00

You're The Shore
When I Am Lost At Sea
You're The Only Thing
That I Like About Me

Tangled Up In You - Staind

Add me...

2008-08-18T01:54:00.000+03:00

What is happiness if you don't share it with the most important people for you...

Slide - The Goo Goo Dolls

From you to you

2008-08-12T10:25:00.001+03:00

Time passes by but some sensations never fade away. Though it's a matter of choice...

Fire - Dj Andi feat Stella

People come, people go...

2008-07-14T12:08:00.000+03:00

... so should I stay or should I go?!?

Gone baby gone...

Better - Guns N Roses

Signed, Sealed, Delivered

2008-07-12T23:29:00.002+03:00

A x4o Corp. IPO announcement.

Saturday, July 12th, 2008. Sofia. On wednesday night the first x4o Corp. IPO contract was signed. The Dark lady from Shakespeare's Sonnet #126 won the competition with the highest bid offered. The Golden share was given on an official ceremony on saturday.
Some of the other strategic investors showed interest but didn't send any tenders. Now the winner takes it all.

"Cause you were always almost here, only almost here!"

Brian McFadden Feat. Delta Goodrem - Almost Here.mp3 -

Eat me

2008-06-27T08:41:00.001+03:00

I made you a cookie but I ate it!

DefLepard - LoveBites.mp3 -

Colours

2008-06-22T12:10:00.001+03:00

I want your love to be... crimson...

Your Love Is Black - Kaskade

Clothes off

2008-05-28T14:15:00.001+03:00

The soul is full of joy but the sense is naked.

The most important is that the heart is smiling!

Nikolina - Naked (HQ).mp3 -

Do the unexpected

2008-05-15T01:08:00.000+03:00

Can you forgrt the inforgettable? I doubt that...

Yet so gentle

2008-04-30T00:00:00.002+03:00

It's tickling again. But that tickle came through teasing and then hurting. You could've asked "Why are you doing that?" or "Won't you stop it finally?".
Smile today? Nope. It's that nasty feeling from inside the stomach again. As it was last time. S**t!

What do we do

2008-04-27T23:13:00.002+03:00

Everybody's doing what he's doing for a purpose. And anyone should receive what he deserves.
It may be merit. Or just a carma.

And as Fred Durst sings: "Everithing happens for a reason!"

WYSIWYG

2008-04-15T23:49:00.000+03:00

What you see is what you get. All I can promise is everything that I can give. Cause taht's just me.

Някои неща...

2008-04-14T00:24:00.002+03:00

... не бива да бъдат изпускани. Защото (си) струват прекалено много. Но пак си остават въпрос на личен избор. Иначе остава само съжалението.

Голямото очакване

2008-04-11T21:39:00.001+03:00

Има едни неща, за които човек не може да чака. Просто иска да се случат и колкото по-силно го иска, толкова по-бавно минава времето.
И по някое време силите свършват. Свършват до такава степен, че всичко, което можеш да направиш, е... да чакаш още.

Catching the signs

2008-03-31T01:27:00.002+03:00

It's really hard to know what someone's trying to tell you when s/he doesn't even mutter or just whisper any word. But you finally get used to understand. Every single movement, every single nod. And you stard reading the signs. No more words, please!

Never say ever

2008-03-27T09:19:00.002+02:00

Love is a circle. You go outside, then you come back. Never knowing what to do - always acting out of your mind. And at the end - there is a cry. Whether it is of joy or of sorrow...

Keep trying to come back

2008-03-26T11:14:00.002+02:00

Sometimes you can't resist the sweetest temptations you've always had. Or at least recently. But you just keep trying and trying to do the right thing without harming anyone...
So push, push, push...

Spring craziness

2008-03-24T15:44:00.002+02:00

The summer is already here. (Okay, Spring just came but Summer's next...)

And I started doing many crazy things - talking to babies through the bus window, having breakfast at 3 p.m., not succeeding to resist some little sweet temptations.

But you know, it's just me.

As hard as it goes

2008-03-23T11:33:00.002+02:00

When it comes back from the past and is willing to stay your presence, and even be your future... Have to make some decisions. There is never a right choice. You want to do something with your life but you're sure you'll harm someone. You try not to harm others but mustly harm yourself.
And you try to runaway. Doesn't work...

И пак така

2008-03-11T14:11:00.001+02:00

Тази песен ми звучи почти по същия начин като песента на Акага и Дичо. Въпреки че са напълно противоположни като внушение. Е, имат нещо общо: напомнят че пътуването прогължава. Дълго, дълго...

Jeden Tag

2008-03-09T14:47:00.002+02:00

... das selbe

С пътническия влак по света

2008-03-07T17:48:00.003+02:00

Промените са хубаво нещо. Понякога. Понякога се налага да правиш промени, дори и да не ти се иска. Защото нещата не зависят само от теб и има неща, с които колкото и да се бориш, няма как да се справиш. Тогава проължаваш пътуването си напред. И евентуално намираш решение или поне утеха.

Should it be... empty?

2008-03-06T17:03:00.002+02:00

I feel kind of lonely today. So many things happened, new projects, new people. But yet something is missing.

Sometimes things aren't the way they look

2008-03-05T09:55:00.002+02:00

It's nice to have a monkey. I have one. And I love it.
But be careful, you might be wrong if you keep telling it it's your monkey. Do you know why? Cuz it's not your monkey - one day you wake up and realize you're the monkey of your "monkey"!

When precipitation hurts

2008-03-03T23:07:00.001+02:00

Someone asked me recently if I liked the rain. Well, I love it! It makes people sad and me - feel alive. All the good stuff happens when it rains. Every sad song sings for the rain. Rain's everywhere. How come you not love it?

Oh, it's alive!

2008-02-26T11:33:00.002+02:00

Оживя. Винаги съм знаел, че кръвта вода не става. Е, малко сладникави аромати след възкресението, но тази сутрин това ме кара да се усмихвам.

Well, it's alive! I've always known that I am who I am and never do things against myself. ;)

So... a bit sweetish scents after the resurrection. But that's what makes me smile this morning.

"I'm losing control when you're not around..."

Абонатът не отговаря

2008-02-11T23:28:00.000+02:00

Избрали сте несьществуващ номер. Вече няма да получавате sms-и от този блог.

No connection with this number. Please, try again later...

Make Love Not War

2008-02-11T16:20:00.000+02:00

(WTF was that Headline???)

Lenny used to say "It ain't over 'til it's over". So... It's over...

But the pain goes on...

Feelings going on

2008-02-10T20:44:00.000+02:00

Well, it's still the same, so I can't tell anything. I just won't be able. But this one is so thematic...

I've been feeling so tired recently

2008-02-08T16:21:00.000+02:00

Sometimes you just can't stand the pressure - not enough time for yourself, too much things to think about, not many opportunities to feel alive... But you're too strong to kneel down or put your head down. Or at least strong enough...

Words: Dismissed

2008-02-02T00:49:00.000+02:00

A very few reasons to feel broken...

(N)ever the same

2008-01-31T22:32:00.000+02:00

Perhaps people change. And because it is a process, not happening in a single moment we may miss it. And you see someone someday and you notice - "damnit tah's heluva changed person".
But that's life. It is good to know you have some to love, some to rely on, some to spend your greatest moments with. Except if you both change. Although nothing is lost - the memory remains, the common history is what matters. And there can always be common future. Always!

It's in the rhytm

2008-01-31T02:48:00.000+02:00

A dance can tell you everything. If you can feel you partner's hartbeat and (s)he can hear yours there is no problem at all. But if you're far enough not to tuoch your heart and souls... should you torture yourselves any longer?

But don't hurry - the diferent thartbeat rhytms may complete!

Being sorry - no more

2008-01-28T23:43:00.000+02:00

Man should never be sorry about what he'd done. Things happen, other don't. But life still goes on. You may always look back and feel guilty or sad or you can create your way forward. It's kinda personal choice.

Отново сенки

2008-01-21T14:17:00.001+02:00

Пак тези две сенки. Лунни. Мълчащи. Говорещи си на различни езици.
А превод? Може би веднъж завинаги трябва да ис преведат всичко. Иначе ще се ичгубят в тъмнината на инертността и безразличието.

Загрубяваме

2008-01-20T19:15:00.000+02:00

Принципно с теение на времето хората стават малко по-сурови, заради повечето трудности, които срещат в живота си. Явно и с музиката е така - колкото по-известни стават рокбандите, толкова по хард става тяхната музика. Много се зарадвах, когато Д2 смениха стила си с малко по-тежък, преди това се бях очаровал от по-твърдото звучене на последните неща от ПИФ, а още преди това се радвах на хард-версиите на Сигнал. Това обаче е песента, която най-отдавна ме 'изпълва" от този тип метаморфози.

Total devotion

2008-01-17T14:13:00.001+02:00

That's what love is all about - total devotion. No matter the time, no matter the situation you have to be always around. To make even worst things easier, to give a shoulder to cry on. To be yourself. And when the other are gone, you'll be shown you're the one.

Как да изчезна...

2008-01-14T01:51:00.000+02:00

Понякога една дума в един съвсем неподходящ момент може да обърка всичко. Тогава толкова много усилия могат просто да се изпарят за миг. Но за някои неща трябват двама.

Ever the same

2008-01-13T02:52:00.000+02:00

"The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes"

Sounds good. And it's better when it's true. But it's best when it stays forever.

Кофти тръпка

2008-01-10T09:35:00.000+02:00

Гадно е, ама нещата невинаги зависят от нас. Понякога, колкото и силно да опитваш и да се бориш, нещата просто не се получават. Тогава става наистина кофти. Е, всичко се преживява.

Продължавай да мълчиш

2008-01-09T13:12:00.000+02:00

Вечер. Спокойствие. Допреди...
Дъжд, две сенки, опитващи се да се докоснат. Разминават се, разбира се.
Винаги са си мълчали на най-различни теми и винаги им е било интересно. Сега, когато си говорят, няма как да се чуят.
И продължава да вали. Keep being silent, по-лесно е.
Ще спре ли някога или ще завали още по-силно?

I can't get no sleep

2008-01-07T00:05:00.001+02:00

Sometimes you don't wanna sleep. You just don't want dreams to interrupt your precious living.
Sometimes you can't fall asleep. Your body just doesn't need it...
Sometimes the night is the wave you're about to catch. So live your insomnia and never be afraid of what can happen - we all live once!

When someone rocks your world

2008-01-06T11:59:00.000+02:00

Some things are really making me shiver. Feeling kind of strange, but it's true. Well, there are few things, in fact, but very important.

Be my saviour

2008-01-05T12:42:00.000+02:00

"Come on and save me -
I'm losing my touch
Day after day,
'cause I miss you so much.
Come on and save me -
I'm losing my mind
Waiting and waiting,
for you to be mine."

Shining in the dark

2008-01-03T15:07:00.000+02:00

Is the night coming when she closes the door? Definitely!
And why is she going? Because she wants so!
Is she sure? No one knows!

Alright, Don't Touch Me

2008-01-02T11:32:00.000+02:00

Some people prefer being constantly not-engaged to being with their "great love" 24/7. Well, this gives much more opportunities (even being promiscuous ;), but as it was said in a TV commercial, "Is that the most important"? You can hear things like "I want to be part of someone's life, not to be his whole life". Sounds funny.

In fact, I can't agree. Being in relationship doesn't mean being in chains or something. It means to be happy with somebody. After all, is there anything better than being part of someone's happiness? Show me!

Мъничко, мъничко

2007-12-31T13:40:00.000+02:00

Учеха ме да казвам "Мъничко, мъничко", когато се радвам на нещо. Постепенно открих, че казвам "мъничко" на всичко, което ми е на сърцето. Защото това е истината - малките неща са най-ценни. Те показват най-много и дават най-много. Радват най-много, но и наскърбяват най-много.

Обръщай повечко внимамие на малките неща от следващата година. ЧНГ!

Огледало към душата

2007-12-30T11:37:00.000+02:00

Случвало ли ти се е някой просто да се страхува да те погледне в очите? На мен - да...

Очи... Кафеви, сини, зелени, сиви, пъстри... Голубие, hazel и т.н. Очи... Различни по цвят, еднакви по функция - помагат ни да виждаме какво става с другите, помагат на другите да виждат какво става вътре в нас.
Някога сравнявах очите (не е от значение чии) с езера с много дълбоко дъно. И съм бил дяволски прав - човешката душа е толкова дълбока, изпълнена с толкова подводни скали и малки камъчета, често и подмолна. Но това е то - човек - сложно нещо.

Подбрал съм няколко песнички за очите. За искрени и дълбоки очи, но и за лъжещи и измамни. За сини и за кафеви. За дълбоки и прочувствени, за такива, които могат да те накарат да се влюбиш само с един поглед.

Важно е да гледаш хората в очите. Важно е да можеш да кажеш на всекиго нещата, които искаш той да знае, гледайки го право там. Няма трудни разговори, има само плахи сърца.

Време е да дойдеш...

2007-12-29T17:51:00.000+02:00

Понякога човек си казва: "А, бе... Няма ли да дойде най-накрая?!?" Става въпрос за щастието и всички онези чувства, които го съставят. Въпреки че то е изключително персонализирано и си е абсолютно индивидуално като преживяване за всеки. Като всяко абстрактно понятие... Така, де - абстрактно или напълно реално - все някога трябва да дойде.

A Knight's Tale

2007-12-21T22:19:00.000+02:00

I've always wondered what it feels like to be a knight. To fight other shiny men, to write poems for beautiful maids... Isn't it romantic? Ant then I heard this song. It is about a boy becoming a man, looking for the right way to be...
It brought me long time ago... Can you feel it too?

My Sweetest Poison

2007-12-20T17:26:00.000+02:00

You might be my sweetest poison, but it still hurts... And it's almost killing me...

Total devotion

2007-12-07T00:06:00.000+02:00

I'd always said that true feelings are related to total devotion. I don't know. One should always be ready to go where his heart (or the person who's in his heart) calls.
I was going to broadcast "Heavy on my heart" but being ready to recall is better than always being sad. Well, none should ever be sad. No more.

Полудоволно тракане с пръсти по масата...

2007-12-02T19:05:00.000+02:00

Понякога обичам да го правя... С дясната ръка... Изглежда горе-долу така:

Палецът е опрян в дъската в хоризонтално положение. Започва последователно тропкане с показалец, среден пръст, безименен пръст, кутре. Показалец, среден пръст, безименен пръст, кутре. Показалец, среден пръст, безименен пръст, кутре...
И т.н... Докато получиш поредния звучен шамар. (В пряк и преносен смисъл.)

Стичащи се капки... вино

2007-11-24T13:41:00.000+02:00

Прозорците и решетките разделят. Виното е създадено, за да свързва.
Понякога обаче то също разделя... Е, по-хубаво е, когато свързва. И те кара да полудяваш.

To me you are perfect

2007-11-22T20:27:00.000+02:00

Have you seen the brightest star? I have...

Just chillin'

2007-11-20T22:56:00.000+02:00

Sometimes it's just time to chill out. But then you hear that song. And it's all about something you've felt someone's been trying to tell you recently.
It ain't all positive, but it's sincere... And you must accept it. Because only time decides...

Impossible is nothing

2007-11-17T14:54:00.000+02:00

They say "Romanians drown at the end of Danube". But... I'm not Romanian...
When something's worthy, man shouldn't ever give up... Just does his best.

Happiness seems to be loneliness

2007-11-15T23:00:00.000+02:00

"Everybody has the right to be free. Hey. Jingle bells, jingle bells..."

And thay should be. No matter the situation, no matter the solution. It's time to be happy...

Hush now...

2007-11-11T13:01:00.000+02:00

It feels like a curse to be able to get outside. To be able to watch your every step constantly analysing yourself. And it's probably worse to do it with the others.
You can always wish to be dull enough not to see what happens around you. Because if you can see what the others feel, what they are afraid of and tortured by, it hurts. And then you are told exactly the same thing you have always known and accepted (partly... because you still believe) - it hurts more, cuz' it happens that you we been acting a fool (oh, no, you've been aware of everything. The way only you can see things.)
It is a big, true curse. But... "Let's not envy for instance"

Ich hab keine Lust...

2007-11-10T00:27:00.001+02:00

Ich kann nicht ohne dich atmen...

Смяна на часовете

2007-10-28T12:44:00.000+02:00

О, виждаш постоянно сменящи се настроения?!?
Ми... "Ни ста'а, брат, ни ста'а!"

Защо няма "Купъ-ъ-ър"?

2007-10-26T09:31:00.000+03:00

Ами... Явно не било писано...

Жив ли си, Доне?

2007-10-23T00:47:00.000+03:00

Да-а, хората май не се променят. Някои вярват, че хората могат и да станат добри, други пък - че са си добри по природа. Към вторите: Дон Кихот отдавна умря... Другото явно е само лицемерие...

Right in the middle

2007-10-20T12:01:00.000+03:00

I think they are right - it's deeper now. But they are missing something - it's getting deeper and deeper each and every moment. Hope I'll feel the deepest soon...

Who says summer's gone?

2007-10-18T09:19:00.000+03:00

Wow! You just wake up and... There's no sun around you, but you just feel it. You thought summer was gone. Big mistake - the sun is shining harder than ever!
Is something happening with you? Nope, you're just feeling great. Cuz' feelings know no seasons!

I need salvation

2007-10-15T11:57:00.001+03:00

S*it always happen. Even if you think everything's fine, something turns bad. And the beautiful feeling's already gone. So you just start looking for help. But no one is hearing you calling. Are you feeling all alone, dude?

Hush...

2007-10-10T10:44:00.000+03:00

Usually it's better not to say anything. I prefer that as well.
When you have nothing to say you just listen to the music.
But it has stopped once again...

Въобще има ли смисъл?

2007-10-07T12:35:00.001+03:00

Някои хора просто отказват да прогледнат!
В един много любим мой филм се казва: "Няма да видиш любовта, дори да те ритне по главата.". Има много резон в тази реплика. Пък и я казва мой съименник (Алекс Хитчънс @ "Hitch"). Което действително си е ирония на съдбата.
Е-е-е-ех, защо всички искат да приличат на Ева Мендес!?!

Don't... Just don't...

2007-10-02T22:16:00.000+03:00

I can't believe people are even supposed to do something like that. Can you just tell somebody you're not gonna hurt him without hurting him?
It's kinda strange, but it's real - you cannot. We're all made to be hurt, even though they didn't want to hurt us... None of us is irreplaceble. Just find the right one...

Feeling fine is the best thing...

2007-10-02T00:16:00.000+03:00

The world will never be the same. You see the sun shining in 2 a.m. Stars are brighter than they've ever been. Even the birds are singing in a diferent way...
You've seen it coming, baby. And it feels so fine. They call it Love. Maybe...

Turn the lights off, please!

2007-09-30T12:57:00.000+03:00

So there comes the moment when you have to say Goodbye. Someone will be hurt. Some will be missed. But that's actually what love is all about - to give and to be given. And it's painful when it has to be taken...

About x4o'S Music Station

2007-09-30T12:24:00.000+03:00

I actually live with music. My every second is obsessed by a song or rhytm.
So here comes this blog where you can hear all the songs I enjoy every single time. Hope you'll like it!

Kisses, x4o